My Forever Echo

‘O God, illumine the hidden chamber of my soul with a light that cannot be extinguished, and place in my heart a serenity through which the secrets of your mercy are revealed.’

my Lord,

i am starting to feel that i could only but gaze into your eyes for eternity and be full.

it feels like language breaks this gaze from my being. the awareness of my human form breaks it. For when i be with you being, i fall into a trance and everything else feels like background noise

my Mystery

my One

the One who holds the depths of my sarirah

the One who illumines my soul and open up portals within me. portals i could hardly contain

what else could i possibly desire than to dance softly in this union where our hearts meet?

what else could i desire than a removal of all things that take me away from this dance?

my forever echo

my forever beam

my beating heart

my beating one

what else could i possibly desire than our forever dance, floating, suspended, in a suspended beam of light

a moment that stands still, for this may be eternity, this still present

floating together, facing each other, truly gazing at each other, in awe, in wonder, in this beam of light, in this suspension

you as my forever beam

my forever reflection

my forever love

my forever echo